XenophiaSynesthesia

Am exhausted. Quick upload then bye. UHHHH in other news: 1. Wanna force myself to try out a new brush as I think it'll help out my art 2. I'm so tired I tried to go into the wrong house when I got home 3. Happy Holidays 4. I changed my avatar! I wanna redraw the old one - maybe the next OC, in a new art style, and I kinda think it would be fun to make it my new avatar every time! 5. I am so SLOW STILL *cries* 6. Really want a ipad pro/apple pencil but am telling myself that maybe it's worth it to keep doing tablet as the keyboard shortcuts probably take a long time and maybe the pen isn't really that great and maybe the pressure i

gonna say - TMW you finish a huge art piece you were working on - and then you gotta decide the next commitment... TBH I am still struggling with time management and I have a TON of unfinished ideas - I will be forcing myself to finish HAR series and a OC portrait I started like no joke 3 - 4 months ago, and I want to do a Devin but tonight I may* be starting another music piece... Don't hurt me *if I start anything it will 100% be that

AUGH IT'S HOT AND I'M REALLY PISSED I LOST AN ART FILE IT WASN'T EVEN THAT IMPORTANT I JUST WANTED A LAYER ON IT BUT IT'S ON THIS EXTERNAL HARDRIVE BUT IT'S LIKE VERY SLIGHTLY CORRUPT AND WON'T LET ME SEARCH FOR IT SO NOW IT'S GONE FOREVER UNTIL I RANDOMLY FIND IT SOMEDAY B/C THERE'S THOUSANDS OF FILES ON THERE B/C IT'S MY ART FOLDER AND I CAN'T SEARCH THRU IT ALL AND I ALREADY SPENT HOURS WORKING TBH I'M JUST MORE PISSED I CAN'T SEARCH PERIOD LIKE THIS TIME IT'S OK BUT WHAT IF IT WAS A PAINTING I REALLY NEEDED TO FIND OR A REALLY IMPORTANT PHOTO OR SOMETHING DAMNIT AS;DKFALKDJLFHIUADKSCFPaelw/kdjshawlkbdnsfhk AND I KNOW I S